New Moon in Scorpio
Sowing the Seed of Unconditional Love within our Deep Waters - the Unconscious Psyche
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Recorded on the evening of the New Moon in Scorpio, the deep waters of the unconscious, which has felt we have been swimming and navigating through for a while now - although only just over a month, as Venus went retrograde and deep dived to the underworld, shortly followed by Mercury "the trickstar" and navigator of the unconscious.
However, to be fair it has felt like this for sometime now, many years in fact, and now as Venus is closing a very old cycle, of what began over a hundred years ago - we are doing a heavy metal detox of what no longer serves us and what disconnects us from embodying our sovereignty as a soul in being! As an introduction into the transmission I read a piece if channelled writing called Dear Mind this is Your Creator Speaking!
It was an invitation for the mind to quieten and to remember its roots to the heart - the very essence it was born from - calling it to feel the grace of trust - a deeper sense of connection to its own Divinity Followed by the most beautiful music by Othon Samadhi - an invitation for the heart to breathe into this pure frequency - as light and waters.
Then in the channelled transmission we are guided into the Heart, into the deep unconscious waters, to bring light to the darkest parts of self.
Connecting into the governing and conception vessel meridian to bring a heart coherence to every cell. Dissolving old neural structures of fear, separation suffering and scarcity and build from one's heart the truth, that we are already Heaven on Earth. The New Moon was about sowing the seeds of love and divinity within the depths of ones unconscious - to become the ripple effect to our entire being, cells, blood and bones.
Enjoy and keep sowing the seeds of love
Big love
Gemma
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VERSIONS & DURATION - 57 minutes
Introduction - 0- minutes
Channelled Transmission - 57 minutes
TRANSCRIPT
Welcome, beautiful souls joining us tonight. We’re recording this for the New Moon in Scorpio.
Because of the Embodied Divine Masculine work I’ve been doing with some of you, I feel like I’m best mates with Scorpio at the moment. We’re going right into the depths of the psyche, into the unconscious waters that live within our bodies and within our spinal cord. These patterns and this conditioning sit so deep in there that we don’t even know they might be running the show.
So we’re becoming more conscious of these patterns, and we need to do that compassionately.
Something came up for me the other day. I could feel myself giving my power away, and I couldn’t quite stop myself from doing it. I held so much judgment of myself for it. I was thinking, you should have got this sorted by now. You’re in a position of talking about and sharing these things, so surely you should have your shit together. So much judgment and shame came flying in on top of me.
Then I realised this was a younger version of me, an inner child, who needed love and compassion. She needed me to recognise the old conditioning and the pattern she’d created to survive, to feel as safe and in control as she possibly could. If I come at her and give her a hard time, she’s never going to let go of it, because that’s why she was in that position in the first place.
So it’s about meeting ourselves with compassion whenever we become conscious of these old patterns. They’re based on fear.
We’re being guided, and increasingly coached and stretched, to recognise these old survival patterns that are so deeply ingrained in us, and to start dissolving them. At the same time, we need to build new heart-conscious patterns based on thriving. We’re recognising that we are divine souls and beings, here to thrive. We are love, joy and peace, and anything else isn’t the truth.
As we dissolve these shadows, we turn them into our gold: our insight, our wisdom and our intelligence. We encode that into the waters, into our DNA, and into the structure of our bones, so that we don’t fall back into those old patterns ever again.
We’re all going through this process. The more consciously and compassionately we do it, the more grace there is in it.
Sowing the Seed of Love in the Deep Waters
I’d like to read you something I channelled yesterday. It’s about getting into the psyche, into that mind of ours.
I feel this New Moon in Scorpio is about sowing the seed of love in our unconscious, in the deep, deep waters.
We’re born from water. We talk about the waters breaking. We are water. That’s our essence. When we can get into the frequency of water, encode it with the frequency of love and remember that, everything else follows. Even our bones are water; Chinese medicine teaches this. Water is life. So when we get the frequency and the alignment right, everything grows from there.
This New Moon in Scorpio feels like it’s about returning to the depth and the essence of sound, water and light. It feels quite elemental. It’s how we bring what we want into matter, first through the structure of the feminine and then through the masculine, to bring it to fruition.
So get cosy, and allow yourself to hear these words.
Thank your body for its discernment of what is true and what isn’t, what’s yours and what isn’t. Everything in this work is an invitation, always an invitation first, for you to tune into the innate, conscious wisdom deep within you and what’s true for you and your blueprint.
The Reading
Dearest Mind,
This is your Creator speaking.
I would very much like to thank you for all that you have done.
You have learnt so much, done so much,
and you’ve done your absolute best to protect me, the best way you knew how to.
So, thank you.
And now I ask you to take a moment to quieten.
To accept oneself in neutral.
Foot off the pedal, so to speak.
So many lanes, roads and avenues you have travelled.
I invite you now to rest, dear mind.
Rest.
To float in one’s waters.
To allow the waters within and around to take the load effortlessly,
for you to let go of those tensions you hold so tightly,
even white-knuckle riding at times.
Invite space here.
Bring this buoyant liquid to flow and hold you.
And as you do, you feel its warmth flow gently down your spine,
to your sacrum and lower back.
Feel its vibration.
Its frequency.
Its waves of aliveness.
Its own heartbeat, rhythm and flow.
As you begin to feel your entire spinal cord,
your roots to self,
as your body,
may I invite you to witness how this marvel holds itself in a wonderful levitation,
held within an energetic field one cannot see at this moment.
It’s a force field, dear mind.
An energetic field one calls the Creatrix.
It’s a marvellous setup.
Beautiful ripples of sacred geometry, where sound can meet with waters.
It’s the seed of creation.
All from the connection to the potential,
and the conscious choice of frequency,
of sound, of thoughts,
of emotions.
Within this space of all, dear mind,
you have the ability to dance with this magical field of all potential.
When, and only when, you remember that you were born and birthed from the heart.
I appreciate that this may come somewhat as a shock,
because you have for some time now
been living in a belief that you’re up there on your own, all alone, trying to run the show.
That you’ve got only you.
So all the responsibilities of life and this general experience rest on your shoulders,
so to speak.
While I do hope that it will manifest as total and utter relief
when you realise that, truly, this is not the case.
You see, coming to realise that your heart birthed you from its own very cells means that you’re a living, breathing heart.
The heart is your root to being.
And it’s your heart’s pulse, vibration and energetic fields that hold you into presence.
You, who have, understandably so, become somewhat distracted and stuck in the paradigms of past and future,
which don’t actually exist.
Only in you, and the residue of yourselves.
As you keep that low frequency humming all day and night long, it kind of keeps you all a bit stuck,
if I’m honest with you.
That mundane beat of scarcity, suffering, fear.
Yes, I said it, fear.
You see, fear comes from a place of the belief of separation.
When you remember the root, womb and mother to your entire existence resides in the very pulse of your heart,
you will feel only love and connection.
A oneness.
An ocean of calm, holding all.
So do take some moments, do appease me for a moment, even if you still believe I’m talking absolute tosh to you right now.
Would you, would you do that for me? Keep an old chap happy for a time.
Great.
So I invite you, mind,
to be open to the potential of oneness.
The simple awareness of self within this conscious ocean of awe.
How your heart and the air in your lungs that you breathe elevates you, enlightens you.
In here, you feel this vibration and frequency that emanates from the core of your heart.
Your very being.
You don’t see it.
However, you feel it. Deeply.
An omnipresent presence you cannot see,
yet feel in your entire being.
The more you soften to this ripple, this layer, the more is revealed and opened.
A depth one remembers
from a felt familiarity one can’t quite put the words nor sense to.
It may feel you have landed within a colour and light show, sacred geometry, ripples, dancing and flowing with one another.
A great sense of joy and connection.
A party you’ve finally accepted the open invitation to.
In that deep sense of acceptance, of feeling home and at ease,
you kick off any shackles of resistance and dance within the flow of bliss, sensation and pleasure.
You remember your home.
The psychedelic light show. The kaleidoscope that holds the very keys to creation.
And it is from your heart, your earth and ground, which is love,
your conscious heart and mind in coherence, that you birth the most beautiful colours into matter.
You see, I am you.
And you are I.
And it is now high time to change the frequency,
the poop party one has been dancing to for millennia.
It’s time to start creating again,
from the remembrance of oneness, of unity, and your ruddy divinity.
And here I stand with your gold.
Your coin of sovereignty.
Before you take it from me, ask yourself why.
Why do you choose to finally accept it from me?
Be with that.
There is no rush.
And ask why you chase
what is already within you.
Heads or tails?
What will it be?
Reflective Journey
New Moon in Scorpio: Sowing the Seed of Love in the Deep Waters
Reflections on each stage of the session
1. The Opening: Meeting the Pattern with Compassion
The session opens with an honest moment. You caught yourself giving your power away, then piled judgment on top of it. What turned it round wasn’t trying harder. It was recognising that a younger part of you built that pattern to stay safe, and that attacking her only gives her more reason to hold on.
That’s the medicine of this moon. Scorpio is fixed water, the sign of what lives below the surface and of death and rebirth. A new moon is a seed point, so the invitation is to plant something new in the unconscious rather than fight with what’s already there.
Polyvagal theory describes this shift. Survival patterns run through the nervous system’s defence states, and they soften when the system feels safe, not when it’s shamed. Compassion is what tells the body it’s safe enough to let go. Shadow becomes gold when it’s met rather than battled.
2. We Are Water: Setting the Ground
Before the reading, you bring everyone back to the element of the night. We are born from water. The adult body is around 60% water, and even bone is part water. In Chinese medicine the Water element governs the kidneys, the bones, the marrow and the brain, which it calls the “sea of marrow”. So when you talk about encoding love into our waters, DNA and bones, you’re speaking to the deepest layer of the body’s constitution.
Science has its own version of the bones holding information. Bone is piezoelectric: when it’s pressed or moved, its collagen generates a small electrical charge, which helps guide how bone remodels. Gerald Pollack’s work on “exclusion zone” water suggests water near the body’s surfaces may take on a more ordered structure. His interpretation is still debated, but it gives language to the idea that water can hold pattern.
The Gnostic thread starts here too. In Genesis, the Spirit moves over the face of the waters before anything is made. Creation begins in the deep, which is where this moon asks us to sow.
3. The Channelled Transmission: “Dearest Mind”
The Creator speaks to the mind, and the first words are thanks. It doesn’t correct or scold. You’ve done your absolute best to protect me. That carries the opening theme straight into the transmission: the mind isn’t the enemy. It’s an exhausted guardian who’s been white-knuckling it for too long.
Then the mind is invited to rest and float. The brain and spinal cord really are suspended in cerebrospinal fluid. In that fluid, a brain weighing around 1.4 kg weighs roughly 25 to 50 grams, because the water carries it. So “this marvel holds itself in a wonderful levitation” is anatomically true. The mind is already being held. It just hasn’t noticed.
The Creatrix field. The transmission names a force field where “sound can meet with waters” and sacred geometry ripples. Cymatics shows this physically: when sound vibrates through water or sand, it forms intricate geometric patterns, and different frequencies make different forms. Frequency shapes matter. That’s the teaching of this section, and the reason it matters what frequency we hum all day.
Born from the heart. The central revelation is that the mind was birthed from the heart. Embryology gives this a real root. The heart is the first organ to function, beating around three weeks after conception, before the brain is formed. HeartMath research describes the heart’s electromagnetic field as the strongest rhythmic field the body produces. Most of the vagus nerve’s fibres carry information from the body up to the brain, so the heart is talking to the mind far more than the mind is talking to the heart.
The lonely ruler. The mind has believed it’s “up there on your own, all alone, trying to run the show.” This mirrors the Gnostic Apocryphon of John. There, Yaldabaoth, the ruler born of fear, declares there’s no one above him, unaware of the Mother, Sophia, whose light he came from. The transmission tells the same story with much more tenderness. The mind isn’t cast out. It’s simply told it was never alone, and that the Mother it forgot is the pulse of the heart.
Past and future. Neuroscience calls the mind’s habit of time travel the default mode network. A well-known Harvard study found our minds wander away from the present nearly half the time, and that we’re measurably less happy when they do. The “low frequency humming all day and night long” is a fair description.
Fear as separation. “Fear comes from a place of the belief of separation.” Research by Naomi Eisenberger found that social rejection lights up brain regions that overlap with physical pain. To the nervous system, separation hurts. Remembering oneness is a felt return to safety, not a nice idea.
The party and the kaleidoscope. Once the mind softens, it remembers home: a light show, joy, an open invitation it finally accepts. That’s gnosis in the original sense, knowing by remembering rather than learning. The Gnostic “Hymn of the Pearl” tells of a prince sent into a foreign land who forgets who he is until a letter reminds him he’s a king’s son. His robe of light was waiting for him all along.
The coin of sovereignty. The transmission ends with a question rather than a conclusion. The gold is held out, and the mind is asked why it now chooses to take it. Sovereignty can’t be handed over. It has to be chosen. The Gospel of Thomas says, “If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you.” Heads or tails is that choice. Nothing is decided for you.
4. Samadhi by Othon: The Integration Space
After the transmission, the music holds the room. Samadhi is the Sanskrit word for the final state in Patanjali’s yoga sutras, an absorption where the one observing and what’s observed become one. It was a fitting choice after a teaching about the mind remembering it was never separate. Words stop, and the body gets to digest what the mind has just heard.
5. The Return: Shadow, Light and What Is Yours
Coming back, you invite curiosity about how it felt, including any resistance. Both are welcome. This is integration in the Sophia Christos sense: Sophia doesn’t rise by escaping the darkness she fell into, but by bringing light into it.
The heart’s role here is discernment: what’s yours, what isn’t, what’s your responsibility and what isn’t. That’s grounded, practical spirituality. Coherence isn’t about absorbing everything. It’s about knowing where you end.
6. Forgiveness and Wiping the Slate Clean
Self-forgiveness is offered without judgment, along with a release of anything put out into the world from need, scarcity or separation. Those energies are dissolved back into the waters and returned to source.
This links back to your opening story. The giving-away of power, the forcing and the manifesting from lack aren’t failures to punish. They’re simply returned. Water is the great solvent of nature. Very little in nature can’t eventually be dissolved by it.
7. Breathing in the Deep Waters
“There is no fear, you can breathe.” This is a striking image. Underwater is where most of us feel our deepest survival fear, and the invitation is to breathe there anyway. In the womb, we lived in water, and our lungs were full of fluid. Our first home was water, and we were safe there.
The heart’s pulse is felt spreading through the whole body, and then the rose opens behind the heart, between the shoulder blades. The rose has long been Sophia’s flower and the Magdalene’s, and it carries through your own Violet Rose work. The heart doesn’t open by force. It blossoms when it’s warm enough.
8. The Microcosmic Orbit: Joining Front and Back
Here the session becomes very somatic. You guide the breath down through stomach, navel, sacrum and hips, then trace the two great channels of Taoist practice. The conception vessel (Ren Mai) runs up the front of the body, and the governing vessel (Du Mai) runs up the spine and over the head. Placing the tongue behind the front teeth is the traditional bridge that joins them into one circuit.
Most Taoist teaching circulates the orbit up the back and down the front. You ran it up the front and down the back, which some teachers describe as the cooler, more receptive direction. That’s fitting for a water moon and for a heart-led practice.
The gentle pelvic floor awareness has an anatomical partner. The pelvic floor and the breathing diaphragm move together like two domes, rising and falling in rhythm. Bringing awareness there connects the body’s base to the breath.
9. Light in the Darkest Waters
“Even in the deepest, darkest of oceans, there is still light.” Marine biologists at Monterey Bay found that around three quarters of the animals in the deep ocean produce their own light. Bioluminescence is the norm down there, not the exception.
Your cells also give off faint light, known as ultraweak photon emission or biophotons. What it means is still being explored, but the image holds: light isn’t only something that comes in from above. It’s already present in the deepest places.
10. Releasing the Waters of the Generations
This is perhaps the most Scorpionic moment of the night: releasing patterns carried through the generations around money, love and full self-expression, and the belief that something is missing or wrong.
Epigenetics gives weight to this. Studies of families after the Dutch Hunger Winter found health effects in the children and even grandchildren of those who went through famine. There’s also a lovely biological detail: a female baby forms all her eggs while still in the womb. So the egg you came from was formed inside your grandmother, in her waters. Generational waters are literal.
11. The Mind as Curious Observer
The mind is invited into objectivity, to watch without attaching. When it shows resistance or the opposite of love, you name that as gold too: “It’s not your truth. You can thank it. You can love it.” You can even ask to be shown its root, so the wound itself can be loved.
This is the transmission’s message applied in practice. The mind wasn’t born to rule alone. It was born of the heart and can rest in partnership with it. In meditation research, this observer stance is what loosens rumination. You stop being the thought and start witnessing it.
12. The Golden Spine and the Collective Field
Golden light wraps the spine, and the nervous system becomes a coherent conductor of it, like an orchestra of light with golden roots running through the whole body. HeartMath’s coherence research describes something similar. When heart rhythms become smooth and ordered, often through slow, heart-focused breathing, other systems in the body tend to fall into step. Their research also suggests one person’s coherence can influence the people around them, which fits “a frequency in the collective field.”
Then comes the core Gnostic statement of the night: “You are both the creator and the observer. You are the feminine of all creation and the masculine that brings this into matter. You are both. You are one.” The Gospel of Thomas speaks of making the two one, the inner as the outer, the male and female into a single one, as the way into the kingdom. This also brings the session back to its opening, where your Embodied Masculine work is meeting the Divine Feminine.
13. The Seed Breaks Free: Trusting the Waters
The seed’s shell breaks, roots take root, and the waters carry you where you need to land. There may be changes you didn’t see coming, and that’s okay.
The line about rooms is tender and practical: “It has been the rooms that we have been in where we haven’t been seen and heard.” The answer isn’t to shout louder in the same room. It’s to choose a different one, where you’re seen, honoured and recognised. That’s the frequency shift made real in everyday life.
14. Sediment, Foundation and the Feather Bone
The settling waters lay down sediment, a new foundation from the soles of the feet upwards. Life force rises from the groin, from sensuality and eros, into the heart. The ribs feel like “a bone of a feather”, strong yet light.
Birds have exactly that: hollow bones braced with internal struts, light enough to fly and strong enough to carry them. Structure doesn’t have to mean heaviness. Then the golden-white light of Sophia surrounds the body, pulsing between the aura and the bones like a beacon transmitter.
15. Coming Back into the Body
Hips move, and the spine rotates with that watery quality: fluid but structured, held but not gripped. That’s the night’s teaching in movement. Then the body is flicked, brushed, tapped and massaged back to presence: “Hello, arm. I can see you.”
The final gesture is the heart of the whole session. One hand goes on the heart and one on the forehead over the prefrontal cortex, the part of the brain most involved in regulation and choice. Heart supports mind, and mind becomes curious about the heart, in equal partnership. The transmission began with the mind thanked and invited to rest. It ends with the two finally in partnership.
You closed with tapping for integration, hands in prayer from mind to heart, a reminder to drink water and rest, and a namaste.
A seed of love planted in the deepest waters, a tired mind told it was never alone, and a coin held out for each of us to choose.
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